goth girl from canada message

[nightangel]

*sighs* i am depressed... i just got back from scotland with my husband and i want to live there... my husband is studying to be a teacher at the university of alberta and he has 2 more years to go.. after that i want to move to scotland with him ... what are the jobs like in glasgow or edinburgh or in scotland in general... i feel that my heart belongs there... where i live i have no friends.. everything is so empty, shallow and impersonal... i feel like i am dying here...

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my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way

~ Nine Inch Nails 'Hurt'