Canada girl seeks Scotman

[BritaSmith]

Hi All,

Well here I am, currently living in Saskachewan Canada and planning on moving to Scotland in the next year. Ideally I would like to meet a Scotsman for a long term relationship/marriage, I would rather come to Scotland on my own terms, working and earning my right to be there. I don't like hand outs, I work hard for everything that I have and everything that I get. But I will take friends too. You can never have to many friends and when you are moving to a new country you need all the friends you can get.

A little about me. I am 27, I will be 28 at the end of June. I am 5'7. Average build, blonde, blue eyes. I am German/Scandanavian by decent. I am a simple person looking forward to living in a country that is rich with history and is absolutly beautiful.

Hope to hear from you soon.

Ciao

**edit** I have edited this post due to a certain person feeling that I was trying to get nothing more then a free ride in my dreams. That is not what I want. I want to move and live in Scotland, but I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone either. I want to share my life with someone. I want to build a life together, build a family, have kids. This is my dream, this is what I have always wanted, and I know that if I keep fighting for it, I will one day get there. I just don't want to spend the life that I am fighting for alone. It is always better to share your life with someone then being alone. Just to bad that another person could stop judging other's, get to know people, and find out what they are really like. But, I guess there are still people out there who cannot see past the end of their own noses and will believe what they want to believe. (ANd yes, I know, I am opinated. That is a part of who and what I am. I think it keeps life interesting.)

[BritaSmith]

I can see you in my dreams my love, standing there, the fresh crisp air blowing your hair back from your face. Your eyes are shinning as they find mine, holding me captive. I can feel your strong arms, wrapped around me, keeping me safe and warm, telling me without words that you are never going to let me go.

I can hear you sing softly as you work, your muscles rippling under the weight of your work. The accent in your voice, slurring the words together, making the already beatiful melody even more haunting.

I can feel you next to me as I sleep, never letting me go, always holding me close. Keeping all the nightmares away, letting me sail away to dream land, safe and warm, knowing that when I wake you will be there to greet me with a kiss.

[BritaSmith]

I know that there are those who are against us. I know that there are those who think the worst of me. I am who I am. I know what I want, I just don't like being confined to the walls of what other people think I should or should not do. I am a free spirit. But, you already know that about me.

To live with out being judged, you have always know that is all I really wanted. To be free to come and go, to walk in the open, to hear my own thoughts, to feel the crisp clean wind in my face. To live with such beauty and history around me. That is all I want. But, I have to face the truth, there are those, who rather then getting to know me, will always judge me.

Why can't people let others be? Why does there always have to be the judgemental types who want nothing more then to beat you to the ground, to take away your dreams, to leave you with nothing?

[BritaSmith]

I know that I am a dreamer, but I can see things with out the "rose colored glasses." I know what life is like here my love. The life I lived, well you know what that was like. Never a moments peace, go go go, a struggle just to breath, never anything but money money money. Every day a fear to walk out your own door for fear it would be the last thing you would ever do. No, life here, while not easy and not perfect, life here my love is the only life I have ever wanted. So different, yes still a struggle, but still so different.

[BritaSmith]

Who said I was writing about you or to you? I was writing the words that flowed. I was writing the words to the one person who when he reads them, he will be touched.

You don't know me, I don't know you either. You never made an effort to be decent to me, you just started jumping to conclusions and acting like an ass.

[BritaSmith]

Then stop talking to me. I never asked you to talk to me. I am sure you have better things to do with your time, I know that I do. And I will say this again, you don't know me. But, seeing as you are once again jumping to conclusions and judging me, I will say that my earlier thoughts about you being an ass were correct.

[BritaSmith]

Ohh, lucky you, I live in Scotland so I am better then you. Just leave me and the threads that I have created alone. Go and do your better things. As for me, I am going to do mine, which invloved posting here and continuing my research.