18 year old scottish girl looking for guys or anyboday else to chat with!!

[thespitfiredragon]

Taurus,

Hey! I hope things are going well for you today...I have good news! My cast suggestions were presented to the executive producer today and he loved them! He really really loved them! He especially likes this one actor...the one that I can't find contact information for. So I'm rushing around to try to find him. It's nerve racking. Today I called about five Alan Simpsons that weren't the right one. And, of course, his name has to be TOTALLY common. Tomorrow I'm calling the Screen Actor's Guild again. Then I've got a million other sort-of leads to call. I'm even stooping to calling a teen magazine to see if they know anything! Anyway, wish me luck!

thespitfiredragon

[rmccraine]

does crashing your trunk into a mail box count. if you were drunk at the time. the dog jumped out about a mile ago. and i think that my ex girlfriend has the dog. did i leave any thing out?

Megan, congrats. now get off your butt and find that guy. lol.

now if only i could get back to arizona.

rob

[thespitfiredragon]

Rob,

LOL But "there is no Arizona". Just ask Jamie O'Neal.

[rmccraine]

me and my big mouth

[thespitfiredragon]

Taurus,

Oh my gosh...you won't believe what happened! You know that actor that I just couldn't track down? Well, yesterday I left a message at an acting studio that he used to study with. But I really didn't think anything would come of it.

So tonight I'm sitting at the computer playing Mahjong and getting ready to get online and look for this guy. I started to connect to the internet, but then I decided to play ONE MORE GAME of Mahjong. The phone rang. I answered it and this guy said, "Um, can I speak with Megan Mattingly...is this Megan?" So I said, "This is Megan." He said, "Um, you left a message with a friend of mine about wanting me to audition for a series...this is Alan...Alan Simpson." I almost died! Actually, I was so glad that I didn't have to look for him anymore that I almost CRIED!

Alan turned out to be such a nice guy. I wasn't sure what he would be like. But he was such a sweetie. We ended up talking for over an hour. I was amazed at how well we got along.

Taurus, Alan is hot! He's totally cute! AND...he's 19. It turns out that I'm 3 days older than him.

Anyway, I can't wait to meet him. I wouldn't be surprised if we turned out to be good friends.

thespitfiredragon

[taurus]

hi megan!!!
sorry for the delay in replying but my computer was in getting it fixed and i just got it back and then i had to reinstall everything on it again....it was a pain in the butt!! anyways thats really great about Alan Simpson...im so happy for you, now that you've actually found your actor. hey you never know what might happen between you guys. in answer to your earlier question about my 'secret love', well he know that i like him, hes one of my internet guys but hes from scotland and hes a sweetheart and funny and i really like him. its unbelievable how much alike we are and its a little scary aswell because we like all the same things and stuff!!!

i have to tell you about my day yesterday!! well, wednesday was our graduation so one of the guys was having a after graduation party, so me and a couple of friends decided to go and it was a tent party aswell. anyways we kinda got into the drink a little, my friend was gone within 10min but i was okay until like one o'clockin the morning and thats when the drink started to kick in plus i was really tired, so anyways i was a little drunk...not much, i still new were i was and i new what i was doing.

so i meet one of my friends ken at the party and this was a guy that i liked for a while, but being me i never done ne thing about it..well he was a little tipsy not much tho. so hes like whos that and i tell him who i am and hes like give me a hug and i did but after that i never left his arms..the whole night we spent together and he was keeping an eye on me aswell, making sure i was okay. later on in the night i lost my friends so ken and i went to look for them..and all of a sudden he starts asking me who i liked and im like i dont know but he didnt believe me.

and then we were standing and hes hugging me and then he kisses me...i was like oh my god, cause i wasent expecting that and after we found my friends me and him went back to were we were and we just lay on the ground and kinda "made out" not that much but i couldnt believe what happened and i still cant. now the reason im telling this is because i dont know what to do next. i dont know weather or not it was just something that happened because i was a little drunk and stuff or if theres something more to it than that. he always knew that i liked him but i dont know if he liked or likes me!!

what should i do now??? im a little confused!! oh and i am planning to block that guy..i dont want anything to do with him anymore!!

taurus (andrea)

[thespitfiredragon]

Taurus,

I used to go to Hollywood and spend a couple weeks at a time with my friends there. My friend Jonathan was a year older than me and my friend Brittany was a year younger than me...they were brother and sister. Anyway, they had a band and one night after they played this club on Sunset Blvd. we went back to Sean's (the lead guitarist) house for a party. It was small...just the band and some friends. We hadn't planned for it to be a sleep-over but that's what it turned into.

My friend Jonathan, who was 17, and my friend David, who was 18 had never drunk alcohol before and they wanted to try it. So Sean's mom got them totally drunk!

It was a disaster! I didn't have a crush on Jonathan then (but I used to). He kept hitting on me the whole time he was drunk...even though I was friends with his girlfriend. My friend Patrick was going to go streaking and I was gonna go watch him make a fool of himself, but Jonathan whined about not being left alone until I stayed with him.

My friend David...who I had a major crush on at the time, was stuck to me like glue. I literally had to peel him off of me several times. He was so drunk! I liked him, but I didn't even kiss him because I wasn't sure whether he was all over me because he wanted to be or if he was all over me because he was totally drunk.

Anyway, my friend Brittany (we were the only 2 girls at the sleepover) abandoned me to go sleep with Sean. They even asked Sean's mom for a condom! So I had a pretty miserable time...it sounds like your party experience was much better.

Just talk to the guy about how you feel. Ask him if the kissing meant anything to him and then see how he responds. There's not really anything else that you can do about it.

My friend David came to me the next day and apologized for how he had treated me. He asked if he had majorly offended me and blown our friendship. I told him that I just didn't want to feel like I was taking advantage of him. He just laughed and told me that I could take advantage of him anytime I wanted to. Our relationship never went any further than cuddling though. So I was kind of glad that nothing had happened that night.

Alan is totally awesome! He had a meeting with my dad yesterday...and today Alan and my dad spent 4 hours together. My dad said he kept asking when he got to meet me and if my dad had a picture with him (luckily my dad didn't). I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much about him though. I keep telling myself that we're ONLY going to be friends. But of course I'm dying to date the guy! He's awesome! Well, we'll see how that goes...

Hey! Keep me updated on what happens with your friend...

Megan