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You know yourself better thtan any of 'us' do; if you can tolerate some exploration...then...do what feels good to you; you can share this with your husband...or not; again, this is entirely up to you.
I hope it all works out for you. I've known people who CAN tolerate experimentation,and, I've known others who, in the end could not; you just need to know your own tolerance for experimentation. Good luck; I wish you well...
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